Hi Jerry

I apologize for not being nice to you this morning. It's not that I'm mad at you or I don't want to talk to you. This triangular relationship between you, me, and Erika has been going on way too long. And if none one of us back off, this will go on.... forever.

I've recently realized that Erika is ONLY 16. I mean, I know her age but I didn't realize that I'm fighting over a man with a girl that's so much younger than I am. When I was 16, I saw 20 year olds as someone way beyond my reach to ever get in touch with since they're so much older than I was, and ever would I imagine fighting over a man with a someone that's 20 years old. I'm tired of this drama Jerry. It's either her going crazy, getting mad and jealous over you talking to me or me getting mad at you for not treating me the way you treat her. She doesn't like you seeing or talking to me, I'm back off now. It's been great. Call me when you and Erika are done with each other... if you guys ever will.

hey you.

it was nice seeing you today :) It felt really romantic when you said i'll always be someone special......... thanks for the thai tea and the chicken today. We must go eat the sushi buffet soon.......... heheheh

where have you beeeeeeeeeen???

i call you and you never call back??

poo. i miss you. where did you go??

hey youuu

i just read your blog

today was an okay day for me. i think we'll be friends. we'll stay as friends. i'm sorry if I saw you as something more. but i won't do it anymore. I promise. anyway, I wore one of the shirt I made to work today and a girl asked me where I got it, i said I made it. she's like.. ohh.... it's so cute! can you make me one?? i'm like..yeah.. hahaha.. yehhh..

mmm... i think i might go shoot pool tonight. it's boring. I feel like buying some underwear.

hey you.

how was smoking hookah with buncha girls today?